I am not a writer. Half the time I dont even LIKE to write. BUT, what I have realized is that writing has been a great way to get my thoughts OUT OF MY HEAD.. and god, I think too much to keep them all there.
This is my journal that i am choosing to share.. because its REAL. Too many people hide their feelings and thoughts and let them bottle up until they burst. I AM SO GUILTY OF IT. This might even make me seem crazy to some.. and i hope others can see that its ME-- an overly emotional ball of love, trust issues, anger, hurt, joy, and whatever other things i feel on a day-to-day basis. Some might be sad (hopefully towards the end of my blogging time it will become full of joy and love and happiness!) some might be negitive or hateful, some might be blank. I dont even know. Im just going to write as i feel, and hope that it in some way helps my journey back to ME again.
THE BEGINNING.
(sidenote: i am not going to capitalize words. i am not going to spell check. If i were writing in an actual journal, i wouldnt change a thing. its how it goes. If youre a word nazi, i will drive you NUTS!) :)
